Recently really suay.................................
On Sunday night, i slipped down and my head knoceked the table............... pain and swollen.... cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then this morning, dun know y suddenly feel my nose stuck..... Oh my god... my illness nearly cure but dun know y flu come again..........looks like illness bcome serious........
Oh my god........... dun bully me liao lah.... nearly wan to die liao....

Hai................................................................................................
Dun know y suddenly, my friend said my friend and i left her out??? i really dun know... we really didnt do anything lah....Dun knoe lah~~~~~~~~~~~

So tired... later still got meeting... Sian, very tired lor~~~~~~
Ghost month is coming soon... be careful ah~~~~~~~~~

Hope everything will be alright soon................................. add oil add oil

Want to move in the hostel liao~~~~~~~~~ hai.................

Alone at home now~~~~ As i need to stay at home and cure my illness or else i will be killed by my dad, mum, laopo, joyce, ama, wee shen and chye wei...

Haha... Recently feel very down and think of many thing lah~~~ dun know how to say lor...
Very down and always think of relationship things~~AAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
Stop Stop Stop.... Think of HIM and try to forget him... Hai...
We will not have a good ending de... STOP STOP STOP

Suddenly, think of last week, i slept at Joyce house... haha... quite fun and we chat a lot...

Yesterday, ISC friends( me, haoren, anthony, andi, edward, cheeyuen, chenai, yishan, chingching, meimei, kahfeng, vicki, jingying, muxin, sun chao, liyuan and his bf...) went to EAST COAST BBQ, we went throught a long long long long time then finally reached G69.... very tired and my leg very pain lor... so pain lor~~~~~ and i ate a lot BBQ stuff ( laopo, wee shen pls dun scold me), bcos too hungry mah~~~~~

And i am the secretary of Gavel Club now and work with akary, sun chao, henry, carl, jacky, owen...Working with them is quite fun ah~~~ but the class seems a lit boring lah~~ hai...
Add oil bah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, i found who can save me liao~~~
My dearest buddies~~~~~~~~.....
Haha, today very sick lor, and i dun like to see doc and eat medicine....
But my dearest buddy... wee shen and pauline insisted on taking me there...
Luckily we went there, now feel better and better... My heart also better...
So happy and touched lor...
Thanks wee shen, pauline, chye wei, zhen yuan....
And also thanks susanti and joyce to concern me... very touched... really!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly miss HIM...Really miss Him...hoho...will u know when i miss u??? hoho...

And somemore, just now i sneaked out to drink tea with my friends hoho... laopo and wee shen dun scold me ha...
Cos my friend came back from KL mah....hoho

Anyway thanks a lot...

And also, me, ama, iLi, joyce, we went to Delifrance to eat things...hoho.. chat a lot and eat a lot... very happy too... On thursday.... so today become like that....

My birthday is quite near liao... but dun know y feel sad...

Since yesterday night, i keep on thinking somethings but i really don't know what i am thinking about...Really? Who can tell me what happen on me????????

Heart pain, very pain, very very pain... Headache, very pain, very very pain... Who can help me...

Sick, sad, fail...Every negative things pops out... Overwhelming... Too heavy, really can't take it anymore... Really cannot laugh....I went to toilet for crying...Haha... what a stupid action but i really don't want anyone to see it... Sad~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Pain~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Save me.......................................................................................................................................................

Recently quite busy on doing ISC things and Malaysian Chapter things... Quite Sleepy... and sian...

Want to move into the hostel liao, quite happy and excited, but will definitely miss my parents, home, house, puppies, doggie, house, the place i usually go, the friends i always meet... Dun know whether they will feel the same... So sad suddenly... haha....

Recently, feel so sian dun know y???????? Feel losing sth in my heart lah~~~ hehe... Mayb i should have a day to let my heart rest le....Mayb the time reach liao... mayb should make some decision instead sitting here... hahahaha....

Time past and past... Soon will become 19 liao... hai old liao... and feel like everyday i am slacking. How to stand up ah?? How to help myself grow... Sian...

My best friend want to come back liao... so happy... i miss all of them....
Hai... Y everytime i write the blog then feel sad or xian ah??? I dun know ler, mayb i am a sad person bah...

Sometimes i feel i want to cry, don't know why??

But i realized somethings recently, i knew a most petty guy i have ever seen...
Not just petty, also not gentlemen...
I really understand why the guy will be rejected by my laopo... hai...
He is really a petty and childish guy as he can angry a small problem for a long time...
Haha... a really lousy boy... won't be a man or guy forever de...

In RP, finally teach me that in this world have such kind human.... haha

Moshi... must stop angry about that childish guy liao.... hoho

Today i was supposed to have Basic Science in RP...
But i have sleeping class in my house... Hoho
I played truant... with my parents permission...

In the morning, i felt i wanted to cry and dare not go to school... I dun wish to cry in school...
I dun wish to see the person i dun wish to see when i wanted to cry...
So i ponteng.... So sorry faci...

Actually, i am not so angry as yesterday...
But i still really feel angry....
I think i want to keep my mouth shut and dun say sth to the petty guy again...
People has tried to say sorry to him but he refused to accept and say no need...
Then i wont say again...

Before he has done more terrible things to me...
But he didnt realize... and after someone shoot him, he changed recently

Yesterday i didnt mean to hurt him but he think i hurt him seriously...
and reject my apology...
Whatever he think, i wont say anything again...
Let he be himself bah...
I wont say anything again...

He said he wanted to changed back and let him change bah...
I want to be gracious but i cant...
As i want to say sth... Now he finaly realized the feeling being hurt by someone, izzit??

Now is July liao...
Quite excited as the hostel will be ready soon bah...hehe!!!!
But dun know when i started to wear earpiece and listen the music loudly, like i want to isolate myself from others?? So starnge... but dun know y????
Really weird ah~~~

But really nothing to say, dun know y my feeling so strange~~~~~~~~~ahahahahahaha...

Very tired very very tired and dizzy...

LAst Saturday chat with guigui, my best best best friend...
I so miss you~~~ really, got more and more things to chat with You!!!!! Really~~~

And also, Ocean, ur birthday present i will prepare de but pls remind me~~~~~~~ hahahaha

Just finished my lunch with all the class, i ate baked pasta............
That was nice nice nice nice nice... very very good lor...
But eat too full liao, then feel a lit bit tired now...

Suddenly feel a lit down...
I feel i am a lousy person that always make fun of others ler!!!
Dun know they will angry or not??
So strange, has this kind of feeling???? dun know y????

If you are the one who was made fun by me, so sorry!!
But who enjoy it, i can continue de hoho!!!

What is love?? thinking again??
No, must stop thinking liao, cos i dun wan to get involved in liao...
Stop ~~~~~~ i dun wan to fall in love with someone or secret admire others liao...