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Tuesday, January 30, 2007--2:25 AMY

I LOVE PENGYAU

I LOVE PENGYAU I LOVE PENGYAU

I LOVE PENGYAU

I LOVE PENGYAU I LOVE PENGYAU

so pengyau, u muz give me a friendster testi ah!!!!

today still ok, just abit tired...then skipped work!!!!Lazy until like a pig!!!!
y i cant be more brave to chat wif him today!!! alamak!!!
give up or waiting???
wat i am doing recently??? feel like doing nth!!!

my keyboard "B" cannot press easily le lah!!! shld i go fujitsu??

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Monday, January 29, 2007--3:33 PMY

I am not really feeling so good recently...

1st, staying or quiting?
Thinking whether still wan to stay in ISC, sometimes i feel what i have done are wasted and useless...i am slacking just like someone said... I am really considering whether should stay or quit!!!!!!!

However, about the AP, as i have promised, i will definitely help out!!!!

2nd, waiting or giving up?
Thinking whether waiting is worth, maybe i am too greedy... like or love someone shall not ask for return!!! I think i should grow up....but everyone ask me to give up!!! how sia??

3rd, family or love?
today my parent quarrel, feeling quite bad!! i also dun kno how to help? is there any love bet. them or they just becos of family then still together ?? Wondering??? How to help them???

Yesterday, went to drank tea wif Ocean...

Long time nv see him le...still the same... just anyhow chat chat...
but thx for the tea and the sms...let me feel better lor...

Chinese new year is coming to town...
Diet Diet Diet, exercise exercise!!!

Jia you lor, all!!

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007--12:30 PMY

Today was not so good...

No mood in the morning, and heard sth really sian one....
Make me totally sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad...
I think i should quit and dun do it again...
I have wasted all my time in there...
I have paid alot of effort in it...
but i am hurt by someone....really hurt
I have spend almost all my time
I have sacrifice my friends, my studies...
Then wat i get???
CE pts, no!!! good grades. no!!!
I am really totally pissed off and fed up abt it...

Wat should i do??
Wat had she/he done?
I am totally lost...
I am totally hurt...
I am totally no one...
Wasting my time
Wasting my mind
Wasting my breath
Wasting my tears
Wasting my efforts
Wasting my studies
Wasting my heart
Wasting my money...

Yesterday, went out wif paul n ama... bought a STICH and ANGEL....
Welcome to our family ok...
Love them alot... too cute le....

And also today, ros caught nicole and pengyau wore couple shirt lor.... actually not lah, but looks like hehe... so we took the pic....hehe

and also...y he didnt reply my sms....cried...

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Sunday, January 21, 2007--3:59 PMY

Recently quite keen on Blogging...cos i nth to do lah...

Last Evening i was very very bad... my mum turned back from custom to fetch me... but i reject her.... so bad rite, just becos i was sleeping... wat an unfilial daugther here.... BUT DADDY MUMMY, I LOVE YOU... REALLY!!!!!

Today went out with JunZhan... Met at Somerset MRT at 5:30pm but i was late...paisei lah.... Accidentally met Susanti... She was shocked when she saw Junzhan at 1st then shocked again as i was standing beside her and called her name... Then she gave us an suspicious look....EEEE....then we 38 38 a while lor... hehe... After that, Junzhan and I went to Cathay Cineplex to watch Pan's Labyrinth...

After finished buying the ticket, we went to walk walk and he bought a Stich Speaker..

It is a spanish movie (I think lah), not bad it is different from other movie...but very very scary cos violent and a little bit monster...really scare me....

Ard 8:30pm... we went to NYDC to have my mudpie....EEEE my dear mudpie... really nice... and 38 38 again wif paul, mel, susanti, ili....hehe...Also chat alot wif Junzhan also... dun kno y i keep on imagine and laugh... sorry ah...not really meant to laugh u ok?

Supposed to go to Kinokuniya as Junzhan want to buy a book...but we ate the mudpie until too late... then closed liao...

then start going back le... he sent me until the sport complex there as he has to rush back to camp (tmr still go training, pity sia) ....

I think that is about it lor..hoho...Dun kno y i am so dramatic today...maybe back to normal le bah....hehe..

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Saturday, January 20, 2007--7:23 AMY

Today is really a new start...
A day to let me back to my original place...
A cheerful and smiley me...

Today is quite tired as last night slept at 2 am plus
But, full of energy today...
Quite happy...
Group wif CHAIRMAN--SY and AHBENG-- WENXUN
Very fun, they are really good people...

However, today's maths module is really not so easy for me...
Quite slack today...Sorry SY n WX

Feel quite happy as many of my friends concern me and giving me confident...
I am really touched...thx...
Love you all alots...

This is the voodoo, wenxun, sy, pengyau,hankiat, weilun they gave me as the Xmas gift...
Like it very very much... then use my hp to take a pic and design it...
Nice?? i like it... it is a love charm oh... hope it can help me also...hehe

Yesterday, found this leave in one of my book as i was finding a book to read to spend my time...

This leave was given by HAOREN...my Vice president...

Last time, i was stressed up by the Secret Pal thingy and breakdown in front of him and Weixin... And he gave me this...

He said this is a pu ti leave...it is very very rare and it is very very good de...
His friend was asking him to give the leave to him for many time, but he didnt and gave it to me...THX HAOREN...

Now is still in Maths Presentation...Very very tired le lar...still havent finished?....EEEE

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Friday, January 19, 2007--3:57 PMY

好久没有用华文抒发自己了。。。

我生病了。。。真的生病了。。。
自从搬来新加坡后，感冒发烧都成了常客。。。
每天不知何故，一直觉得好累好悃哦！！！
性情也改变了不少，怪怪的，闷闷的，苦苦的。。。
我是怎么了？变得不像原来的我一样？

开开心心是我的本质，笑容是我的财富，
可是真的不知道为什么我变了。。。变得怪里怪气的？？
怎么办？怎么办？
过了今天我一定要恢复哦！！！振作振作啊！！

近来一直在烦恼，我是不是很傻很笨。。。
无谓的等待能换来他的一丝微笑吗？
什么是值得，只要他快乐，那就叫值得。。。
那我的等待也变得值得也变得有意义。。。

我幸福吗？我快乐吗？
我不知道。。。
幸福是什么？
真正的幸福，是可以微笑的承认，曾经很幸福。。。
曾经觉得我是很幸福的，父母给我的爱真的很多，朋友给我的爱也不少，
曾经有人说过，因为你很幸福，所以会用另一种方式将你的幸福分享给你身旁周围的人。。。
真的吗？
可是为什么现在我觉得我很想要别人分点幸福给我呢？难道我不幸福？
不过我觉得我是不满足。。。怎么这么贪心？？

可是我现在的幸福是什么呢？
我的幸福只有你们可以给。。。
哈哈。。。所以大家，请对我好一点啦！！！
最近我缺乏爱啦！！！

我看不见我自己的优点，
只看得见我的缺点，
感觉对爸妈还有我自己很不公平哦。。。
因为我的优点都藏在我的背后。。。
要加油加油。。。

近来觉得好郁闷哦！
胡思乱想一大堆。。。
总算在大家的帮忙下，
我好多了。。。

一切要看得淡一点，
真的不要想这么多，
有时不一定要做任何抉择,
出于现在的位置也不是一件坏事啊...
不要把东西绑得太紧，
会断的，会乱的，会失去的。。。

满足于现在。。。
有了现在才会有将来。。。
一切有朋友开始。。。
一切是如此的简单。。。

满足于现在。。。
幸福其实就在我身边。。。
从来没有失去过。。。
只是我犯糊涂迷了路，
谢谢。。。谢谢你们。。。
给你们添了麻烦。。。感谢所有关心我的人。。。嘻嘻。。。
我知道怎么做了。。。

我要变回原本的我。。。
开开心心的过我美丽的每一天。。。
大家我们一起加油哦！！！

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Pauline, Susanti, Ching, Mek, Ros, Weilun, Janelle, Joyceln, Weeshen，Cindy, Shujing... special thanks to u all...
LOVE YOU ALL ALOTS.... THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

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Friday, January 12, 2007--6:23 AMY

Dunno y, i feel that i am pervert...

dun kno y just feel that u all like dump me to someone i dun wan...then u all are enjoying lor...very very sian ler... u all enjoy lah...u all can enjoy without me, it is ok... i am really tired lor, u all go bah... carry on... watever...then treat me like rubbish, anyhow throw me lor... sian lor... really sad lah...

today tok wif pengyau, feel that he is quite pity and dumped by someone who is really bad lor... dun worry u still have me ok? Tok abt friends, life... really feel that i am pervert...dun kno y, feel that i always think alot... am i wrong?? but i cant control myself ler...very tired ler...

ytd was very very moody and emo... but luckily, i talked wif suehley and received one sms.... really feel very very happy... Thx girl...

Sometimes, really dun kno how to control my moodiness...i really dun know how to step back and enjoy the life... i know all the theories, but really dun know how to apply it in my life...

Haix... thx for everyone's concern... i will try to stand up again... thx and sorry for my emo...

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007--5:12 PMY

Hi Everyone....

I think recently i am not in a good condition...

Having diarrhea and stomach pain this few day...

monday stomach pain then midnight diarrhea... thx cindy for taking care of me....

then tuesday skip school for resting but feel so upset as i was supposed to work harder, then i skipped class for this stupid stomach pain...

wednesday, come to school le, but stomach pain again... should be the MANGO CAKE which my mum bought it for me... dun care must eat finished even pain cos is my mum bought one...

Dunno y... i become an emo girl again...

Pressure from my studies... my studies wasnt that good like last sem... make me feel really pressure and worry...

Ama, paul, yitfang and junzhan, all asked me to pressure myself, but i cant... i know all the theory... but i cant apply it... i really want to cry out loud ler... y i cant study well...............

Pressure from my pocket money... i have spent too much last month... then this month need to save lor... then make me feel so stress... omg... next month got 6 ppl birthday ler... how i am goin to survive...

Pressure from my friends... Oh dear my friends, i didnt hate u all... Just that dun know y i might feeling happy when wif u all, but when i am alone... i feel very very empty, when i feel quiet down, i feel really really lonely and dun know wat to say....

Somemore, recently my friends all like got problem... let me feel so bad that i dun kno how to do... so sorry.... and dun know y feeling bad that recently my attitude like very straight forward and bad lor....

Seems like having many friends, but i feel i am alone and empty...

Pressure from tiredness.... Recently dun kno y so tired.... mental physical all tired... even night also cannot sleep well and cannot fall asleep easily lor... really tired..... and think of alot things....
Can i have someone to lean on... only for me to lean on... really tired...

And soon i will have a god mum...hoho... she said i am pretty ler... just my eyes too small...swt!!!
But nvm... i understand... just say i am pretty then i feel very very happy le...hehe...

This month also bought alot of things, shirt, pants, bag and my MP4... hai.... cant control ler...

Thx guys... thx for all ur concern... thx ama, mei, ching, simon, cindy...hope everything will be alrite soon...

hope i can cheer up.... and diet successfully and have a good sleep and able to solve all the problem....

I miss u....miss u not... miss u... miss u not... miss u... REALLY MISS U....

goin to work le...

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Sunday, January 07, 2007--3:45 PMY

3rd of Jan...

Unfortunately, school reopens again... My slacking days were over...

Need to work harder and harder le...

1st day of school, i was feeling so energetic but y everyone looked so sleepy??? you guys ok???
Meeting paul, joyce, ama for lunch...i can 100% say that, there are 38 ppl, all asked me about me and him lor... really nth nth... i also wish got things to tell u all mah...38 gangs lor... love u all alot...

4th of Jan...

Not that bad... just sian bcos have to go for meeting... my meeting life need to restart... Meeting with Sean Tay, Alice, Jason... them to discuss about our International Night Proposal... Well... not that bad... but also not so good lor... EEEE how ya....

After that, chit chat wif Haoren, chen ai, weixin and Anthony until quite late...

5th of Jan

Not that bad...just meeting again lor... omg.... again... my meeting life... somebody pls help me....
Play solitaire for the whole day... dun know wat am i doing.... dunno y so moody...

6th of Jan...

Today... was good at the beginning...

Me, ching, and mei went to gym this morning... high high high... when we 3 together sure get high.. ard 11am... ching went to work, me and mei went to eat then take away for ching then went back to hostel to wait for ching...

me and mei K in my room lor... sing and sing and sing again.. high gal...
after that, ching arrived... then we 3 high again and lying on my bed lor... 3 ppl squeeze in 1 single bed ler... then they pervert lor... hug here touch there... EEEE, help me ah

then wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait and wait again lor....

Worry about him whether got anything wrong... so scared u know... then after that, he told me he went out with his friends... it was really relieved lah...but also angry lor... make me worry for the whole day u know.... ahahahahahahahahahahahah.................

so now playing game to distract myself from it.... ahaha

finally, he promised to buy me a treat!!! and we will watch movie next next week... then forgive him... u know i am easy going de...hehe...

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Thursday, January 04, 2007--8:23 AMY

Happy New Year Everyone........

time waits for no man... but it also pushes us to go forward...

Last week... i did a silly thing... i did sth which i shouldnt do now....
this is my 1st time..... really.... so weird the feeling....
seeing u didnt make my heart jump quickily.... but seeing u make my heart smile....
weird hor... i also think so....hehe

ok... 29th of Dec

Ah ching came to msia.... and we went to jusco tebrau city to shop shop...she bought alot, i didnt ah~~~

We went to eat Mee rebus, rojak, goreng pisang, ice cream, KFC....Eat untill our stomach burst.... haha... then when she want to go in to try shirt then see the tummy... hehehe...

Hava a lot of fun... gal, thks ya....

30th of Dec

working, reading, eating, reading, watching tv, bathing, reading, sleeping.... wat a relax day....

31th of Dec--Chalet~~~

Met george, anthony, ching, chee yuen at Bedok and went to shop for our BBQ stuff...
After that, waiting for simon, khin and khin's friends...
And waited for the cab to go to EAST COAST RESORT....

Khin and Simon and Khin's friends ..... shall not mention it... just quite serious problem... luckily... after that, everything is fine....

then at nite, we hired a Vegetarian chef who helps us to cook chicken wing and hotdog, cheeyuan... we r bad... we know...

countdown for a while... but i feel moody... feeling lonely.... everyone have their partners... maybe i am borned to be alone... hehe...

after that,play Bluff until midnite... very very very very tired... then fell asleep....

1st Jan

Ate breakfast + lunch in Mcdonald...after that... then start going back...
but b4 that, ching, mei, me, edward n chee yuen.... we went to bugis temple... to have a pray... and i also had one QIAN... not so bad... but the aunty said i need to compromise and tolerate abit... then everything will smooth....

i also hope so... then went back to club house, and arrange the things lor.... then wen back hostel... sleep... hehe...

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007--3:46 AMY

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