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Tuesday, January 22, 2008--2:02 AMY

Time to update ya...
Means, time to drop down my emoness and happiness...




Secret Pal...Finale~

I was getting more blue black on my body (total got 15)...
It was supposed to be a fun and meaningful day as we will see our secret pal, however it wasnt...
I was feeling very awkward as i hv to wear my dress again...
And I was not sleep the whole nite be4 the finale as i have to prepare the song dedication and present for my secret pal~~~



And also, it turned up to be...
I felt i was being rape during the last activity...
10 ppl was attacking our team and pulling us apart while they were tickling us and drag us away...I was wearing dress...so Huishan was... Both of us were like exposed to everyone...


AP video shooting...
To be honest, i nearly wan to tell them "i dont wan to go" as for Secret Pal i have been sleeping at 3 am for 5 days and after that i have to go video shooting!!!
Is so tiring... but at the end i went~~~
It was a very very very fun day though it was tiring!!!
We went to Changi Airport, Esplanade, Little India, Chinatown, Sentosa...
We are really crazy!! We are really great!! We are really super!!!
I love you guys!!! Really!!!




Reunion Dinner~~~
After a continuous 6 days tireness...
I was really feeling dizzy and heaty...
After having MC video shooting, i was totally dried up...
I thought that i wont faint and fell aslp...
But in the end i juz lied on the bed and cant slp at all...
6:30pm, we went to #0306 to have our REUNION DINNER
It was really a huge reunion dinner...
I was totally impressed and excited on it... haha
After that, we were showing HUISHAN... her birthday cake and video...


It was party time...however, me n hangyu hv to leave earlier...isc...
Coming back home, was doing sth...
And telling cindy about the freezer issue that she has to pay...
She flamed up and sort of like blaming all of us bully her...
But she did say that she want to pay for it last time...
After that, me n hangyu went to 0306 again...
Was drunk by a breezer...
Being Crazy..Being Funny...Being Red...
Emo session was done by Dennis..
He lead Johnson goin there...He lead me as well...
Everyone went to slp but not me,
i though it will be only me...but no, Mr Dennis...came out...
dont let me burst out my feeling...
I dont wan to rely on anybody...
I cant, as i will be a monster...
I will definitely rely on the one...die die oso rely on it...
Stupid Dennis...continue my emo session
It was such a long time that i have not been revealed myself
It was such a long time that i exposed my fear, my worried
It was such a long time that i would talk about my personal life...
Thanks stupid.. Thanks alot...
"My listener has to pay the price" ...haha
we chat until 5:00am
and he told me that he still wan to go to class...
then i promised to wake him up at 8am
but no matter how many i call...
he is like dead that cant hear the phone...
asking jon and fanson to wake him up finally...

"My listener has to pay the price"
Maybe to him he thought that he will be only spending one night like this....
But if i dont control or limit myself, he will be someone i pester...
I dont want, i cant do this... it will be selfish...
It will be unfair to him...
Controlling~~~

Thanks alot...
Thanks for helping me to have a happy day today...
Who know tomorrow...
But i am really fine for today...

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Sunday, January 06, 2008--9:55 AMY

Honestly, i wish to post this on 1st of January 2008...however...

Time flies and wait for no one,
how i wish i am called, no one...

Going to 21 yr old already...
Going to be yr 3 student...
Going to graduate soon...
Going to leave ISC...
Going to move out...
Going to leave the ppl i always be wif...
Going to say stop those pieces of memories i hv...

Start to feel that i have to grow up...
Start to feel that i am human as i got feeling...
Start to feel that i will bu se de everything...
Start to feel that i am useless...
Start to feel that i have to learn to be myself...
Start to feel that i cant get out of my box...

Just kind of sad that i was useless even though is a president...
I cant do much for the international students... so sori...
Just kind of weak that suddenly feel like wan to have someone by my side...
as i feel so meaningless now...
Just kind of tired that i cant help myself from getting out of this mood...
as i dun feel sleepy and keep on moody...

Feel like to tear,
Feel like to cry,
Feel like to lie on someone,
Feel like to slaping myself as i was so weak,
Feel like to hate myself for not being able to control all these...

ISC is back on track...
I really hope that it will be great after i leave, it might help on asking myself to leave...
Just hope you guys will be alright and improving ya!!!

Homesick again,
I miss my parents and bebe!!!

How i wish that i can stay by their sides and tearing now...
At least there is someone who kno, who understand...


Rachel is going to New Zealand for 1&half years...
My dear sis, has oso finally have to leave me...
Kind of empty again ya!!!
All the best and take good care!!!
I will go there find u...wait for me


Mei, Ching, Yessa, Wangbo going to graduate also...
How is their feeling? I dun kno...
But i really feeling bu se de...
I miss them...alot alot...
And i am goin to leave ISC soon,
the impact is so huge...
I hv to leave all my life on it...

Sometimes, thinking that whether it is a mistake that i join ISC...Therefore i knew so many of them, therefore i got so many memories...therefore i feeling so contradicting now...therefore, i cant make my decision even though i tell myself i have to do this, have to do that!!! Maybe is truth that i sold my soul to it...it's time to free myself...

Pls free me, make me free by not letting me hv this mix feeling now...
Pls help me to get away from this emotion now...
I dun wish to be sad...
I dun wish that i will bu se de....
But honestly, i really bu se de...as i realized that i am tearing...

How much i luv u guys though i always scold u all...
How much u guys gave to me though i always treat u guy so bad...

What i can say is -- Thank you.
Thanks a lot for being someone special in my life once...
Thanks a lot for those memories...
Thanks a lot for everything you guys gave to me now...


Happy 2008??? I dun kno
What i can say is -- Welcome 2008 and Bye 2007...

momo’s world>








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