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Saturday, May 24, 2008--9:34 AMY

Hi to myself....y?
-As i am talking to myself...
-As i am listening to myself...
-As no one really come and visit...
-Hence no need to hi all, just hi to myself is enough...

Here are some updates...
0. OSA ended...

1. Went out wif my high school Besties last Sat

2. Watch movie (What happen in Last Vegas) and dinner with Ilung
3. Went to pray in Sri Lanka Temple and Burmese Temple with Ed,Ching and Mei

4. Went out with Wilson and watch movies (Laoshi jia Laoda & Chocolate)
5. Celebrated joyce's birthday in Clarke Quay

I dunno y i woke up so early today...
Inside my mind is full of yesterday...

The beginning of the day which is 7am (my waking time), Wilson sms me to make sure i wake up in order to prevent me from being a sticker to stick on my bed...as i told him that i scared i wont be able to wake up the day before...and 7:30am, Ilung sms me to check my health condition as he knew that i was not really feeling well since the day before...

And the conclusion is I AM REALLY DIZZY until I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL..but thanks to these 2 make me awake and feel bad if i dont go to school...

Finally i went to class, our team had only 2 members with me included! But i think is still ok, not that hard...After finished the class, i went to Dhoby Ghaut YMCA for OSA debriefing...the meeting was started from 7pm till 10pm!!! As i mentioned, i was dizzy, i seriously want to faint liao...

Wilson called and asking me harshly why i was hungry but not eating and for being so late still in the meeting...i couldn't answer actually...And i really dont kno i should be happy or sad...
Happy for someone who care about me until so angry....
Sad for someone who doesn't fall for me concern me that much will only make me feel sad...

After 10:10pm, meeting officially ended...Supposed to go Clubbing with Zi Chieng, Bryant, Ilung them, but i couldn't...really my head was spinning....Ilung insisted sending me to MRT, in the middle, we were talking, chatting, joking...while we were taking the escalator down, he coincidentally hold my fingers (due to my hands is unnaturally sensitive, i will pull back my hands when i see sth not right!). I was feeling very weird, then he told me that he couldn't really stable stand on the escalator so he wanted to hold my hands, and he changed to hold my wrist...

I am seriously in a puzzled state...
1st is Ilung 2nd is Wilson...
1st is same age as me,
-contact me almost everyday
-concern me and worry me
-gentleman and considerate
-busy man
-experience: nearly hold my hands, keep on stucked popcorn into my mouth
-question: does he fall for me? or do i think too much?

2nd is younger than me 1 yr...
-keep in touch almost everyday and every nite
-concern me and worry me... he insisted on pulling me out from the self suppression
-not tat gentleman compare to 1st but he is considerate
-he is flirty ( i mean have a lot of female good friends)
-he is the one who open the door and pull me out from the depression and suppression...
-he liked jiayi b4...
-huishan and I dont hv a good feeling on him at 1st...
-he remember those small tiny things i told him...
-experience:
1. We sat at couple seat for movie
2. He asked me whether think of being his gf b4...
3. He said that he had thought of being my bf b4...
4. He said that he want to marry before...
5. He said that he liked me (in a joking way)
6. He said he prefer not to ask him like me or not...
7. He told me not to think too much always..
8. I asked him to greet his mum happy birthday and he said he will indicate me as possible future daughter in law...
9. He always show webcam to me...
10. He told me actually he easily to fall in love but he is limiting himself now in order nt to influence his result...
-question:
1. does he like me?
2. do I like him?
-Yes, i think i have a good feeling towards him... however, good feeling can have many but like can only have one, i am not sure i reached that state alrdy or not?
3. does he miss me always?
4. does he ever fall for me?
5. can he stop limiting himself?
6. WHAT AM I DOING SIA!!!!!
- But i have to admit, i will miss him always... and i am those ppl easily fall with someone as they make me feel reliable... That is y i dont like to rely on ppl....He makes me rely on him but he is not the one... it is to tired for me... I dont wan the last happen like to wangbo happen again... I cant!!! I cant afford to break my friendship with him, and i cant afford the puzzle i had in my mind now... Wat he want and wat i wan? I dont wan to be unclear, if friends juz give me a distance, if more then we can continue...

Somemore recently some many facebook or dont kno where de guy add me and start ask me out!!!! WHO THE HELL ARE THEY!!!!

I am in a puzzled state and i gtg for showering and working...chaos~~~

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