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Saturday, June 28, 2008--9:53 PMY

Here i come to complain alrdy~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Recently was packed and packed and packed!!! abit sick alrdy lo!!!

I was fully occupied by.........................
-ISC Election
-FYP
-SU

Y my life is so pathetic that always occupied by these 3 things!!!
I wan to have so private life lo!!!
Monday though skipped school, but unfortunately i hv to go to school for the I Star...
Then Weds go back school for FYP Poster....
But how come they can late for more than 1 hour???
Watever...then paste the Election Poster in library~~~
Thurs and Fri were ISC Election Nominees Interview...
All of them are good!!! How to pick??? headache again???

Next week so packed!!!!!!!!!! Havent passed next week... then packed alrdy!
monday- SU training + Welfare Department Meeting
tuesday- SU general meeting
Wednesday - FYP presentation
thursday - ISC MC Decision Making
friday- Ros birthday chalet
sat - Zi chieng birthday party
sun - wilson birthday celebration (tentative)

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SO MANY PPL hving birthday during JULY!!!!!!!! CRY!!!!!!

Watever the case tmr i am going out wif Mei and meeti wif ching and go to Mei's house!!!
I wan go shopping!!!! DESTRESS!!!

Suddenly feel like kissing~~~ how???
I wan to kiss??? anyone???
KISS~~~

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008--3:04 PMY

Today is the 2nd day of school...
Where is my Motivation???
"Hello"!!! *knock* *look under the table*
I could not really find it...
Perhaps i should thank to my holiday...
Make me feeling more want to have a break!

I had successfully moved out already...
Staying wif landlord who are a pair of couple,
They are quite nice just abit stingy on the utility
and care abt the scratches on the floor...
I like the room, it is so nice and spacious...
but my home feeling has gone....
Just dont have that kind of going back feeling much...

However, moving house is such a tiring job!
So pls, i dont wish to move within this yr at least!
Thanks to my mum, my aunty, Ching and Mei...
Who had helped me alot on Sunday...
Thanks Ching n Mei even help me on unpacking lo!
Or else, i think i will juz let it luan~~~ hehex...
Wif them, i can just say RELAX...
They are 2 of my true friends that make me feel secure...
no need to afraid of wat to say
no need to afraid of nth to say
cos mei sure will hv sth to say and ching sure 3838 one...
no need to afraid of quiet...
usually quiet will be the words when all of us tired and slp...
hahax!!!
Luv U all!!! Muacks!!!

After unpacking, went out with Wilson to watch Narnia 2!!!
(IS NOT A DATE, CHING)
It is a very nice show
if w/o someone who sitting beside me keep on telling me jokes and laughing "Susan's Cheek"
I dun kno y...
I suddenly feeling down after the show...
Perhaps the song?Perhaps i hv to go back my new room...
I like the ending song...


"The Call-Regina Spektor"
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye..

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..




















Started from that, i become abit emo...
Am i goin to have my depression again?
How to cheer my life?
How to get back myself?
How to make my smile back...
I really wonder....I really dunno....

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Friday, June 13, 2008--12:51 PMY

I have been longing for a break for so long!!!
Finally it came and going to finish soon....
It is too short! 2 weeks only!
I have not been feeling relaxed even this moment....
So here, i am going to vomit all those blood out here...haha...

1st week of vacation was spent in lab...my fyp!
Though doing FYP is really tiring, it is meaningful to me!
So i can go through it...
Go back home then think about how to sell our furniture away...
Helping here and there to find room....

2nd week of vacation
Monday... went back to school...
To have meeting (OMG, my management life coming back???)
The meeting, i can only say is pointless...
Hey, how come student council and advisor have such a pointless and meaningless meeting???
Feel like wasting my time!
Student Council will have a hard time, if continue being like this...
I was really fed up of management life...
pls dont make me do work halfway....

And also another big news was told in the late afternoon!
My FYP report have to submit to Dr Alvin by 12nn Thursday!
Omg!!! hence i skipped the council camp and rushed my report like hell....
In the end submitted, but i was really dead!

Since Monday, i started having nightmares and couldn't sleep deeply....
I dunkno wat i should do? insomnia again?Omg!
Tomolo i will have to move all my stuff to a new house!
I am going to leave Blk843 and change to Blk807!!!
Waste my efforts on unpacking and packing!!!
Somemore i have to keep on finding ppl for buying old furnitures!
Cry... i am really under pressured until i dun feel like doing anything anymore!

Recently, feeling my bad temper come back...
I start to easily feel frustrated and irritated...
How?? should really control and be considerate to others!

Last Sunday, actually i cried at home...
Was arguing with my dad n mum abt the house problem..
the stupid landlord... and the agent!
And my selfless attitude!
My dad keep telling me, put your hand on your heart,
if you have done your best and enough, dont care wat others say
you have already fulfill ur principles, fulfill ur obligation!

Last night was chatting with Oo...
She mentioned that i have changed...juz i didnt realized...
I used to be simple...but now... not sure...
Admit that i have changed... change to someone quite complicated...
Not just simply smile at u,
Not just simply forgive everyone,
Not just simply do everything for others...
Yes i do, i will still do all those to my true friends!
I like to hang out with them!
I will be simple only when i in a secure state...
My sensitivity are getting stronger...
Hence i dont feel secure easily... and i start to defend myself from being hurt...
I pretend nothing, i jus simply do my part!
People are really selfish...
They can make sure of you, can saying bad words, push all the blame and responsibility to you behind your back...yet they looked like ur buddy, yet they looked like ur sister!

I had enough of that...
I had enough on seeing those fake faces...esp in management life...
I am tired... I need a rest...
yet i cant stop...wat kind of life is tat???
















Oo asked me, do you have any guy let you to lean on?
ans is NOLO!!!
that is y i cant afford to fall down...
I am just like a seashell that afraid of being hurt...
I wan my smile back!!! A simple smile that melt myself! haha

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Monday, June 02, 2008--1:11 PMY

First, i am not in a self suppression state... Credit to Ching n me myself....hehe.. Finally think through and really felt that i have though too much! I shall not sacrifice a friendship due to i think too much.... What happen in the future...shall leave to future me shall not kill away my present life, present friends.... hehe...so here end the previous post puzzle...


Last tuesday, was kinda of funny... I have been having dizzy spell all these days.. Perhaps i am going to die soon.. Anyway, in the end i didn't go to school but i woke Peggy up lo.... But in the end, still the same, both of us skip school...hehe



Due to ISC Welcome Tea and Peggy's UT,
We went to school around 2pm...
Welcome Tea had a not bad response....


After tat, 7 of us, Peggy, Yunjia, Xiang, Xiaoyin, Huishan, Wilson and I went to Bishan for dinner...
We were talking the funniest thing we met in the train all the way to Bishan..
Even the strangers aunty uncle also laugh (is an chio...) at the side lo...


Last Wednesday was a complicated day (dunno which words to express my feeling)
In the early morning, Wilson and I went to have my ROTI PRATA in Woodlands Centre...
The taste is still acceptable but not that nice as i imagined....haha


After that, due to his workshop will only start at 1pm...
We went back to my house...
I continued playing my game while he was helping me to install program for using N80 as webcam...
Haha.. i admit, i slacked... really like this kinda of relax life...
Wednesday is the best!

Around 12 plus, we went back to school...
I went to hostel office to collect my deposit!!
Yeah, 354!!! But... i used up for my diet review...
Then broke in the end...haiz..

my leg is so big...

my camera is better!!! bleh!

After finished diet review, went back home to prepare for peggy's birthday surprise!
Yunjia, Huishan and Xiang spent an afternoon to cook for peggy...
It was very nice!!! Yunjia, you can marry alrdy!
After finished eating, johnson that gang then arrived...



However, i realized one thing!
I scare of huge crowd...
I dunno what I should say...
I dun like to engage with big crowd...
I would rather be alone or face with a few..
I seriously have no ideas how come i become like this...
But i feel that i am weird...
Start to be antisocial... I dont like mingle around or even talk sometimes...
I juz like the relax life i have always....
Alone? or A few? dunno y...


Last Friday, SU EXCO Inauguration...
I dunno i shld be happy or sad that i have been selected as Welfare officer for 6th SU EXCO
I juz start to tired of having those life with planning...meeting...discussion...mingling wif unknown ppl....




Here ends my weekdays...
My weekends was spent for ROOM HUNTING...
I will be moving again on 14th of June...
Finally get a room opp our school with 380...
the room is big and nice..
hope the owner is nice too!!!



I am tired...so tired of ppl...
I am sian of handling all the club and union stuff...
I am starting to feel tired of seeing different kind of ppl...
showing different faces to different ppl...
wat shld i do??? I dun kno..
I juz need a corner to stay with, a shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold on, a person to talk with...
I kno i am not as independent as what others see..
However, i am juz a weird ppl tat like to rely on ppl once i realize he/she is nice and get closer with me...

I know i am thinking too much... I know i am weird...
I know...
Continue on counting flowers petals....

Ends here...













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