Wednesday, July 30, 2008--11:07 PMY
Today was a happy day,
finally i have thought through and found out what actually i should do...
Thks for the email that awake me from the emo-ness,
I forgot my smile,
my bright smile that can make my days brighter and make my friends' as well...
I should smile more, and be happy...
hence, i will be able to by my friends' side when they need me...
i will be able to listen and understand them...
thanks Wilson for specially gave me a call, sorry i cried hence i couldn't chat with u...
Today went to school as usual though no FYP,
only school can give me the feeling of studying, working!
Hence, after chat with Fanny over the phone to talk abt her #$%@ FYP teammates,
went to shower and met Fanny for lunch,
the lunch was not as expected that nice due to her teammate gave us a SIAN kind of atmosphere....
1st time, i had this kind of feeling leh...(so sori)
After that, went to Student Council Room...
It has become my 2nd home alrdy i feel,
everyday stay there, laugh, chat, watching ppl (i kno is abit pervert), study, work, eat, drink, etc...
I like there... juz dun kno y lo...*shy*
Thank Student Council Room for giving me a space...
inside got alot of stuff lo!!
I was sitting alone at Student Council Room this afternoon,
and forgot that i should actually do my primer design and genomic UT revision...
then i ebay-ing, chatting wif Fanny in MSN..
was getting colder and colder, thanks Derek for coming after his class
HE ENDED HIS CLASS AT 2:30pm!!! WHEN SAS can like this??? *sobs*
Chit Chatting....warmer lo...at least got ppl... but i still like the place...haha
After that went to CWP wif fanny...
I BOUGHT MANY THINGS!!
hair bands, shirt, bebe's food, sleeping bag, necklace...so HAPPY~~
i should find more time to shop and buy my pants, skirts, shorts, pants!!!
haha...I am shopaholic!
the funny thing is we kena misunderstood as LESBIAN!!!
do we look like that?????? i dun hv bf also not like this treat me lo!!!
anyway, was sweet and happy... thks fanny~~~ muz go again!!!
Back to RP to collect my stuff,
and Derek, Edmund, Wenhao they all went running again!!!
Salute their spirit!!! Sorry, u ask me run, then juz let me die lo...haha
And due to my dumbness, i forgot to buy my MASKs!!!
Went to CWP again...luckily got discount...
start to grow wrinkle alrdy, hv to do more protection...
i dun wan to bcome without make up dun dare to go out those kind of girl!!!
Is time for me to get back my long hair,
hence i will be more girlish,
and i will not be misunderstood again!!!
I kno i TOMBOY, but I AM STRAIGHT!!
I LIKE GUYS one lo...sobs...
haha~~~ happy days.....
finally i have thought through and found out what actually i should do...
Thks for the email that awake me from the emo-ness,
I forgot my smile,
my bright smile that can make my days brighter and make my friends' as well...
I should smile more, and be happy...
hence, i will be able to by my friends' side when they need me...
i will be able to listen and understand them...
thanks Wilson for specially gave me a call, sorry i cried hence i couldn't chat with u...
Today went to school as usual though no FYP,
only school can give me the feeling of studying, working!
Hence, after chat with Fanny over the phone to talk abt her #$%@ FYP teammates,
went to shower and met Fanny for lunch,
the lunch was not as expected that nice due to her teammate gave us a SIAN kind of atmosphere....
1st time, i had this kind of feeling leh...(so sori)
After that, went to Student Council Room...
It has become my 2nd home alrdy i feel,
everyday stay there, laugh, chat, watching ppl (i kno is abit pervert), study, work, eat, drink, etc...
I like there... juz dun kno y lo...*shy*
Thank Student Council Room for giving me a space...
inside got alot of stuff lo!!
I was sitting alone at Student Council Room this afternoon,
and forgot that i should actually do my primer design and genomic UT revision...
then i ebay-ing, chatting wif Fanny in MSN..
was getting colder and colder, thanks Derek for coming after his class
HE ENDED HIS CLASS AT 2:30pm!!! WHEN SAS can like this??? *sobs*
Chit Chatting....warmer lo...at least got ppl... but i still like the place...haha
After that went to CWP wif fanny...
I BOUGHT MANY THINGS!!
hair bands, shirt, bebe's food, sleeping bag, necklace...so HAPPY~~
i should find more time to shop and buy my pants, skirts, shorts, pants!!!
haha...I am shopaholic!
the funny thing is we kena misunderstood as LESBIAN!!!
do we look like that?????? i dun hv bf also not like this treat me lo!!!
anyway, was sweet and happy... thks fanny~~~ muz go again!!!
Back to RP to collect my stuff,
and Derek, Edmund, Wenhao they all went running again!!!
Salute their spirit!!! Sorry, u ask me run, then juz let me die lo...haha
And due to my dumbness, i forgot to buy my MASKs!!!
Went to CWP again...luckily got discount...
start to grow wrinkle alrdy, hv to do more protection...
i dun wan to bcome without make up dun dare to go out those kind of girl!!!
Is time for me to get back my long hair,
hence i will be more girlish,
and i will not be misunderstood again!!!
I kno i TOMBOY, but I AM STRAIGHT!!
I LIKE GUYS one lo...sobs...
haha~~~ happy days.....
momo’s world>
Tuesday, July 29, 2008--11:40 PMY
Perhaps i am having hormone imbalance for these days,
hence the chances of coming here will be increased and increased.
Is due to aging then tend to think more and feel unhappier?
I have no ideas...
I am seriously quite angry and sad today...
angry due to the words said out by U,
sad due to the words that hurt my partner,
maybe i still have that little of girl's sensitivity, hence i feel it...
and i hate it...
Meeting has become lesser and lesser people, y?
I have no ideas again...busy and packed with other stuffs, maybe.
Sorry for scaring you all for being so fierce today,
and sorry for mentioning quiting for today as well....
You all really are my border line...
I am not a easily give up person,
but i am seriously, cant afford the feeling of being helpless
and seeing this to happen again and again...
what do U mean by "you should know only you should know, others doesnt matter"
Seeing my important ones being hurt is more than hurting me...
what shall i do?
"quiting" come in my mind these days...
You all really are my border line...
you all are the reasons that i am staying here...
i am seriously pissed,
though is not the 1st time, yet it is the 1st time in council...
Recalled back,
the 1st time, i was pissed and using that scary face in ISC was during ISC leadership camp,
my team were exhausted and everyone of us were working so hard,
yet in the end, someone was blocking and blocking and blocking us for reaching the end...
I was pissed and argue with him,
I rmb how my teammates comforted me for no need to worry on them,
If i weren't feel angry or sad if there was only ME...
but as a leader, i were really cant help myself from heartpain on all my teammates!
I juz couldnt help myself from getting agitated when i think it is unfair to my teammates!
the 2nd time, the scary face appeared to the same person again,
however, it was a private session that he was making use the people around me to play wif politics
i told him that if he wanted to sit on my seat, he could have it at that time,
but dont ever try to hurt the one around me, i juz cant afford others got hurt.
how many times i ever showed that face...
how i wish that i wont show it as it proves that no one around me got hurt!
I am juz having hormone imbalance now, perhaps,
hence i will be having this all bad feeling...
bad decision, bad words, bad attitudes...
how could i stop others getting hurt and brighten their days...
or it means that i shall not exist hence i would not be seeing them got hurt.
21st birthday is important and special to me,
i have passed through quite alots and grow up alots...
i am sori for not accept you guys invitations,
i juz dun feel comfortable wif a huge grp of ppl and in the end i have to take care of everyone and settle the "after celebration cleaning"
i really wish that my birthday could be a special one,
special de happy
special de enjoy
special de meaning
special that i feel fruitful, interesting, relax, happy sincerely, unforgettable!!!
hence in the end, i reject it...
I can have it alone and go to somewhere, east coast, zoo, sentosa.....
I can have it alone at home...
I can have it alone and play with some stupid games,
but i am sori, i juz feel that i dun wish to exert any pressure or obligation or duty for my 21st birthday, my special birthday....
I can have it with myself, with someone, with some friends,
with those they i can freely be a girl, be a silly, be a younger sister, be a follower, be happy.....
my eyes become swollen and panda,
as i can only sleep after tears dropping finished
and cannot really make up my mind...
hence the chances of coming here will be increased and increased.
Is due to aging then tend to think more and feel unhappier?
I have no ideas...
I am seriously quite angry and sad today...
angry due to the words said out by U,
sad due to the words that hurt my partner,
maybe i still have that little of girl's sensitivity, hence i feel it...
and i hate it...
Meeting has become lesser and lesser people, y?
I have no ideas again...busy and packed with other stuffs, maybe.
Sorry for scaring you all for being so fierce today,
and sorry for mentioning quiting for today as well....
You all really are my border line...
I am not a easily give up person,
but i am seriously, cant afford the feeling of being helpless
and seeing this to happen again and again...
what do U mean by "you should know only you should know, others doesnt matter"
Seeing my important ones being hurt is more than hurting me...
what shall i do?
"quiting" come in my mind these days...
You all really are my border line...
you all are the reasons that i am staying here...
i am seriously pissed,
though is not the 1st time, yet it is the 1st time in council...
Recalled back,
the 1st time, i was pissed and using that scary face in ISC was during ISC leadership camp,
my team were exhausted and everyone of us were working so hard,
yet in the end, someone was blocking and blocking and blocking us for reaching the end...
I was pissed and argue with him,
I rmb how my teammates comforted me for no need to worry on them,
If i weren't feel angry or sad if there was only ME...
but as a leader, i were really cant help myself from heartpain on all my teammates!
I juz couldnt help myself from getting agitated when i think it is unfair to my teammates!
the 2nd time, the scary face appeared to the same person again,
however, it was a private session that he was making use the people around me to play wif politics
i told him that if he wanted to sit on my seat, he could have it at that time,
but dont ever try to hurt the one around me, i juz cant afford others got hurt.
how many times i ever showed that face...
how i wish that i wont show it as it proves that no one around me got hurt!
I am juz having hormone imbalance now, perhaps,
hence i will be having this all bad feeling...
bad decision, bad words, bad attitudes...
how could i stop others getting hurt and brighten their days...
or it means that i shall not exist hence i would not be seeing them got hurt.
21st birthday is important and special to me,
i have passed through quite alots and grow up alots...
i am sori for not accept you guys invitations,
i juz dun feel comfortable wif a huge grp of ppl and in the end i have to take care of everyone and settle the "after celebration cleaning"
i really wish that my birthday could be a special one,
special de happy
special de enjoy
special de meaning
special that i feel fruitful, interesting, relax, happy sincerely, unforgettable!!!
hence in the end, i reject it...
I can have it alone and go to somewhere, east coast, zoo, sentosa.....
I can have it alone at home...
I can have it alone and play with some stupid games,
but i am sori, i juz feel that i dun wish to exert any pressure or obligation or duty for my 21st birthday, my special birthday....
I can have it with myself, with someone, with some friends,
with those they i can freely be a girl, be a silly, be a younger sister, be a follower, be happy.....
my eyes become swollen and panda,
as i can only sleep after tears dropping finished
and cannot really make up my mind...
momo’s world>
Monday, July 28, 2008--11:46 PMY
My weekends were kinda of relax plus scary....
I went to dentist to filled up the lobang of my teeth!!! FINALLY!!!
It was a really scary experience, i shall not recall on that again!
And also, I went to cut my hair~~~
I cut short my hair, and let it back to my High Sch Style...
As i juz wish to cut down all the unhappiness,
and welcome my birthday happily......
No matter i look girlish or boylish, i am still Moshi ok???
Please remember to say Hi and Bye to me!!!
*i am sorry until now, still dont have courage to take my short hair pic....
Finally, Student Forum organized by Student Council ended...
What is my feeling on that?
Actually i juz don't feel great or good, something wrongs there and something missing there...
I am juz feeling down,
I am juz feeling weird,
I dont feel happy at all...
But i thought i shld be happy after i cut my unhappiness away?
I juz feel like crying...feeling kinda of lost...
Really dont kno y...
Just simply cant get the answer...
*thanks Wenhao, Derek, @men, JunHong, Chris, Vanan, Bee Geok, Sean and etc for helping in the event...
*thanks for supporting the event as well!!!
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Perhaps today is my bad day...
like usual, everytime before my birthday...
it will be like this, sian, emo, unlucky...
Sometimes, juz cant help to hate myself from being who I am now...
juz hate myself for not being a normal lady?
for being a girl that don't dare to trust ppl, don't dare to rely on ppl...
I juz don't dare to open myself again...
I juz cant change the fact that when people are so nice to me,
but i dun dare to open myself, i am not able to overcome the fear...
who will be always by my side no matter i in wat situation?
besides mum, dad, bebe...
who will be my side when i need someone here?
i have no reasons for being not happy...yet i dun hv reasons for being happy...
perhaps...homesick again...
thks for asking me out for my birthday,
however, i am really sorry...
i juz feel that i would really like this yr bday being special...
I would rather u all dun care abt me or throw me with a guy
i would rather u all surprise me or prank me,
instead of juz date me out for dinner, lunch, or even karaoke...
Appreciate for the sincerity...
but i am sorry...i juz dun wish to....
I am seriously no ideas wat happen to myself from letting my tears dropping...
I am juz simple no ideas what goes wrong to me...
I went to dentist to filled up the lobang of my teeth!!! FINALLY!!!
It was a really scary experience, i shall not recall on that again!
And also, I went to cut my hair~~~
I cut short my hair, and let it back to my High Sch Style...
As i juz wish to cut down all the unhappiness,
and welcome my birthday happily......
No matter i look girlish or boylish, i am still Moshi ok???
Please remember to say Hi and Bye to me!!!
*i am sorry until now, still dont have courage to take my short hair pic....
Finally, Student Forum organized by Student Council ended...
What is my feeling on that?
Actually i juz don't feel great or good, something wrongs there and something missing there...
I am juz feeling down,
I am juz feeling weird,
I dont feel happy at all...
But i thought i shld be happy after i cut my unhappiness away?
I juz feel like crying...feeling kinda of lost...
Really dont kno y...
Just simply cant get the answer...
*thanks Wenhao, Derek, @men, JunHong, Chris, Vanan, Bee Geok, Sean and etc for helping in the event...
*thanks for supporting the event as well!!!
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Perhaps today is my bad day...
like usual, everytime before my birthday...
it will be like this, sian, emo, unlucky...
Sometimes, juz cant help to hate myself from being who I am now...
juz hate myself for not being a normal lady?
for being a girl that don't dare to trust ppl, don't dare to rely on ppl...
I juz don't dare to open myself again...
I juz cant change the fact that when people are so nice to me,
but i dun dare to open myself, i am not able to overcome the fear...
who will be always by my side no matter i in wat situation?
besides mum, dad, bebe...
who will be my side when i need someone here?
i have no reasons for being not happy...yet i dun hv reasons for being happy...
perhaps...homesick again...
thks for asking me out for my birthday,
however, i am really sorry...
i juz feel that i would really like this yr bday being special...
I would rather u all dun care abt me or throw me with a guy
i would rather u all surprise me or prank me,
instead of juz date me out for dinner, lunch, or even karaoke...
Appreciate for the sincerity...
but i am sorry...i juz dun wish to....
I am seriously no ideas wat happen to myself from letting my tears dropping...
I am juz simple no ideas what goes wrong to me...
momo’s world>
Thursday, July 24, 2008--11:46 PMY
Today was a cool day...
I think i will update here more frequently,
since my busy periods is ended *evil grin*
People is always contradict ourself one rite?
When busy complaint busy, when now free dunno do wat leh!!!
Seeing everyone around is so busy, being helpless and slacking here,
I feel quite useless...
Wat i can do is, offering help and watching them lo...
Being aside provide happiness, concern, encouragement is only thing i can think of...
Daddy, u shld feed me more pig brain last time,
hence now i can think out more ways mah!
After sch today,
dunno y, SC room have so many ppl today,
long time nv see big crown in SC room alrdy...
was kinda of happy??? haha
I like to watch them (am i a pervert?)
Watch their behaviors? Cos you guys are really funny!!!
Cant stop laughing!!!
they were playing games lo!!!
Thanks for cheering up my life everytime!
There was an umbrella found by dummy, Wenhao...
is so cute!!! Looney tunes!! got Bugs and Tweety!!!
due to camera shy, they hid behind???
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Nearly forgot to update the movie we watched ytd!!!
THE DARK KNIGHT!!!
IS SUPERB NICE!!!
I am sad that the uncle joker was dead after the movie finished shot...
He acted very very very very well in the show!!!
I will really give him 10 marks!!!
I feel that Batman is really kinda of lonely and sad...
no one understand him and no one really trust him beside uncle Alfred...
he is too rich but yet lonely, empty...
I wish that i can share my happiness wif him... create home wif him lah...*shy*
Havey Dant from a hero become a bad guy...
wat change him, wat drive him to the limit...
one word-luv....
Our world cant live without LOVE...
might be friendship, relationship, kinship, etc...
but cant escape from love...
without love, people tends to be empty,selfish, pathetic...
hence, i would really hope to be a housewife lah! or a good mother!!!
Giving my children sufficient of luv and care...
this is wat they need most...money is needed but LOVE IS more important than that...
Thanks Daddy and Mummy...
Thanks bebe as well!! Jiejie miss u so much!!!
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Back today again,
actually something shocked happen...
even until now, i cant even digest it or sort it out clearly...
seriously, are you saying what you wan to say or just joking?
But anyway, i will think clearly and give u an answer...
Please give me some time to think and understand u...
I dont wish to hurt anyone, as i would juz wan to share my happiness wif all of u!
Thanks fanny~~~ luv u always!!!
Anyway, my 21st summer is coming...
my age is bcome more and more sensitive alrdy ya!!!
I wish that i have a more special birthday this yr...
since is 21!!!
I wish to go those place that i nv went b4!!!
Night Safari? Botanic Garden? Any suggestion?
Besides that, due to Jeksen's birthday is juz beside....
We decided to celebrate my birthday at night and count down for his birthday!!!
Lolx!!! So funny!!!
Mei n Ching, dont forget our date to NUSS on 1st of Aug ya!
I wan to eat buffet!! now slim down 1st!!! wait for the buffet oh!!!
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I am 20yrs old, single and available!!!
Waiting for my special 21st summer!!!
soon after will be 21st, single and available alrdy...
eeee!!!!
Good luck to myself!!!
I think i will update here more frequently,
since my busy periods is ended *evil grin*
People is always contradict ourself one rite?
When busy complaint busy, when now free dunno do wat leh!!!
Seeing everyone around is so busy, being helpless and slacking here,
I feel quite useless...
Wat i can do is, offering help and watching them lo...
Being aside provide happiness, concern, encouragement is only thing i can think of...
Daddy, u shld feed me more pig brain last time,
hence now i can think out more ways mah!
After sch today,
dunno y, SC room have so many ppl today,
long time nv see big crown in SC room alrdy...
was kinda of happy??? haha
I like to watch them (am i a pervert?)
Watch their behaviors? Cos you guys are really funny!!!
Cant stop laughing!!!
they were playing games lo!!!
Thanks for cheering up my life everytime!
There was an umbrella found by dummy, Wenhao...
is so cute!!! Looney tunes!! got Bugs and Tweety!!!
due to camera shy, they hid behind???
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Nearly forgot to update the movie we watched ytd!!!
THE DARK KNIGHT!!!
IS SUPERB NICE!!!
I am sad that the uncle joker was dead after the movie finished shot...
He acted very very very very well in the show!!!
I will really give him 10 marks!!!
I feel that Batman is really kinda of lonely and sad...
no one understand him and no one really trust him beside uncle Alfred...
he is too rich but yet lonely, empty...
I wish that i can share my happiness wif him... create home wif him lah...*shy*
Havey Dant from a hero become a bad guy...
wat change him, wat drive him to the limit...
one word-luv....
Our world cant live without LOVE...
might be friendship, relationship, kinship, etc...
but cant escape from love...
without love, people tends to be empty,selfish, pathetic...
hence, i would really hope to be a housewife lah! or a good mother!!!
Giving my children sufficient of luv and care...
this is wat they need most...money is needed but LOVE IS more important than that...
Thanks Daddy and Mummy...
Thanks bebe as well!! Jiejie miss u so much!!!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Back today again,
actually something shocked happen...
even until now, i cant even digest it or sort it out clearly...
seriously, are you saying what you wan to say or just joking?
But anyway, i will think clearly and give u an answer...
Please give me some time to think and understand u...
I dont wish to hurt anyone, as i would juz wan to share my happiness wif all of u!
Thanks fanny~~~ luv u always!!!
Anyway, my 21st summer is coming...
my age is bcome more and more sensitive alrdy ya!!!
I wish that i have a more special birthday this yr...
since is 21!!!
I wish to go those place that i nv went b4!!!
Night Safari? Botanic Garden? Any suggestion?
Besides that, due to Jeksen's birthday is juz beside....
We decided to celebrate my birthday at night and count down for his birthday!!!
Lolx!!! So funny!!!
Mei n Ching, dont forget our date to NUSS on 1st of Aug ya!
I wan to eat buffet!! now slim down 1st!!! wait for the buffet oh!!!
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I am 20yrs old, single and available!!!
Waiting for my special 21st summer!!!
soon after will be 21st, single and available alrdy...
eeee!!!!
Good luck to myself!!!
momo’s world>
Wednesday, July 23, 2008--2:16 PMY
1st this is a new post!!! 2nd I would like to announce that Ong Tien Yin (Moshi) is officially stepped down from ISC president seat! Thanks for all my contribution and help, now is the time that i have my own life!!! Finally, i can step out ISC MC stuff, and i am no longer needed for the selfish world...
These few days, think through alot... What is the purpose for coming Singapore and RP? Studying, hence club work shld not be primary... however, when advisors need you, you have to put it primary, when they do need you anymore, they will tell you, study hv to come 1st... Correct? Funny? Contradict? However, juz wan to say, here ends my RP ISC MC life ya! Guys, take care and wish you all the best! Well Well Well, I-Star Hosting ended... I dont think that i did a good job... And i dont think that i enjoyed as well... President visited our sch ytd.... Really wasting time and manpower juz to welcome him for not more than 1 hr! Is so fake....
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And now, i have been trapped in a dilemma again, which one i should prioritize? shall be ISC or SC? one is my root and another is my council... for now, i can only accept 1st come 1st serve, pls dont blame me for not support either one of u... reserve me 1st and i will entertain who 1st... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------
I feel that every time when one thing goes well, another one doesn't... I am finally out of ISC MC, but my health start to show a warning signal... 1st was sore throat, headache, fever, 2nd was toothache, 3rd was lip swollen, 4th was dizzy when stand up after squat down. and now TOOTHACHE AGAIN!!! What is the PROBLEM with me??? Juz went for dentist in Sg, it cost me 69 bucks! 69bucks with a teeth X ray, and antibiotics, painkillers and consultant fees only! The dentist told me to do extraction then put a braces or root canaling which cost around 1k plus... And the dentist advise me to go back msia and do it... I am going to waste my BIG 21st BDAY ANGPAO from my dad to my TEETH!!! I am wasting money again!!! Heart so PAIN!!!
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Just ended Ching's birthday... We went to 24hr Swensen in Orchard to celebrate though we went quite late and went home late too... was really worthwhile! Mei & I successfully greeted Ching at 12am!!! Have not seen them for quite sometimes lo!!! Nvm, going to meet again at my 21st summer's eve!!! Yeah!!!
My 21st summer is going to come!!! And b4 the 21st summer, i kno that i am goin to be broke! and goin to undergo bad luck days!!! haiz~~~my teeth!!! I am really wish my 21st summer will be good and brings me luck!!! brings me happiness and spread it to my dad, mum, bebe and friends!
These few days, think through alot... What is the purpose for coming Singapore and RP? Studying, hence club work shld not be primary... however, when advisors need you, you have to put it primary, when they do need you anymore, they will tell you, study hv to come 1st... Correct? Funny? Contradict? However, juz wan to say, here ends my RP ISC MC life ya! Guys, take care and wish you all the best! Well Well Well, I-Star Hosting ended... I dont think that i did a good job... And i dont think that i enjoyed as well... President visited our sch ytd.... Really wasting time and manpower juz to welcome him for not more than 1 hr! Is so fake....
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And now, i have been trapped in a dilemma again, which one i should prioritize? shall be ISC or SC? one is my root and another is my council... for now, i can only accept 1st come 1st serve, pls dont blame me for not support either one of u... reserve me 1st and i will entertain who 1st... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------
I feel that every time when one thing goes well, another one doesn't... I am finally out of ISC MC, but my health start to show a warning signal... 1st was sore throat, headache, fever, 2nd was toothache, 3rd was lip swollen, 4th was dizzy when stand up after squat down. and now TOOTHACHE AGAIN!!! What is the PROBLEM with me??? Juz went for dentist in Sg, it cost me 69 bucks! 69bucks with a teeth X ray, and antibiotics, painkillers and consultant fees only! The dentist told me to do extraction then put a braces or root canaling which cost around 1k plus... And the dentist advise me to go back msia and do it... I am going to waste my BIG 21st BDAY ANGPAO from my dad to my TEETH!!! I am wasting money again!!! Heart so PAIN!!!
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Just ended Ching's birthday... We went to 24hr Swensen in Orchard to celebrate though we went quite late and went home late too... was really worthwhile! Mei & I successfully greeted Ching at 12am!!! Have not seen them for quite sometimes lo!!! Nvm, going to meet again at my 21st summer's eve!!! Yeah!!!
My 21st summer is going to come!!! And b4 the 21st summer, i kno that i am goin to be broke! and goin to undergo bad luck days!!! haiz~~~my teeth!!! I am really wish my 21st summer will be good and brings me luck!!! brings me happiness and spread it to my dad, mum, bebe and friends!
momo’s world>
Sunday, July 13, 2008--11:01 PMY
I am Here to Announce:
Ong Tien Yin is unofficially stepped down from ISC president seat!!!
YEAH!!! Going to be official in 2 weeks time!
Thus, my dear sisters, friends, guys, girls, i am available for booking soon~~~
Finally has finished a 3 days 2 nights ISC Leadership Training Camp...
it was a sleepless, tiring BUT meaningful, enjoyable and high CAMP...
why sleepless and tiring,
cos lack of manpower and **** wasn't working but he tot he did alot u kno???
why meaningful, enjoyable and high
1st muz thks to my whole bunch of SISTERS!!!
-Shan, Peggy, Hiong, Xiaoyin and Anthony~~~
2nd will be the new batch of ISC MC ya
-they r really diff. from the last batch, they r very nice juz lack of the nv give up spirit!!!
Anyway, what we did:
-Blind fold, night touring (This is the Best)
-Station activity (This is the last one)
-Paper activity and etc...(This is the 2nd Best)
For the blind folding is really damm scary!!!
The tunnel to Agora Hall...
And we had to watch out all of their steps...
and being anyhow touched or hit by them (which were blind folded)
And the end of the camp, they threw me up!!!!!
Finally kno how the cheer leaders are so brave!!!
And was scary lo!!!
Anyway, is goin to end my life in ISC MC~~~
Yeah~~~ So relaxed...
but when goin to be relax, emptiness how?
ppl r tend to contradict themselves...
juz like me, abit scared of the life without ISC that make my life so packed and tiring
but meaningful, contented...
Is time for me to escape from the politic worlds,
and stop seeing the hypocrite/fake people and slackers...
And enjoy my simple life!!!
I am back to simple ya!
Hope i can smile as simple as the beginning in RP!
I am juz a simple girl...
However, perhaps, hving these years in spore,
meeting many hypocrite, faker, backstabbers,slackers, "smokers" ...
they hurt me...and i got hurt...
and for self defending, i juz cover myself up.
Cover with a independent, strong, capable girl,
i am not strong as u all said if u really kno me,
i need someone to support me,
i need someone to listen to me,
i need someone to lean on,
i need someone....it can be one, two, three, four and more...
but i juz wan to say, i am not as strong as u see....
I like to laugh at silly things,
I like to do watever i can do to share my happiness wif everyone,
I dont like to believe the people will harm me,
I dont like to deny a people's personality,
I like to have fun,
I like to talk and share my feeling,
I dont like to hide my true feeling and smile fakely,
I dont like to talk in politically right manner....
I am juz so simple...
I wan to share my happiness...
hence is time to gain back my real self...
and share my happiness wif everyone!
is the time to let u guys count on me instead everytime let u all wori!
Thanks all of u that hurt me b4...
u taught me lessons
Thanks all of u that surround me...
u always support me
Thanks all of u that love me...
u always let me lean on and help me...
Without u all, i wont be a complete piece~~
THANKS ALL OF U and I LOVE U!!!
Perhaps my weakness is juz so simple,
that when u do a simple action, call me in a simple nickname, look at me in a simple manner,
i will juz melt and expose my childish and girlish self...
i am silly i kno...
juz silly as u always mentioned
sometimes might be piggy head, sometimes might be dummy...
All the best to myself ya!!
Jiayou!!
FYP, SC, BF Recruitment Drive!!!
Ong Tien Yin is unofficially stepped down from ISC president seat!!!
YEAH!!! Going to be official in 2 weeks time!
Thus, my dear sisters, friends, guys, girls, i am available for booking soon~~~
Finally has finished a 3 days 2 nights ISC Leadership Training Camp...
it was a sleepless, tiring BUT meaningful, enjoyable and high CAMP...
why sleepless and tiring,
cos lack of manpower and **** wasn't working but he tot he did alot u kno???
why meaningful, enjoyable and high
1st muz thks to my whole bunch of SISTERS!!!
-Shan, Peggy, Hiong, Xiaoyin and Anthony~~~
2nd will be the new batch of ISC MC ya
-they r really diff. from the last batch, they r very nice juz lack of the nv give up spirit!!!
Anyway, what we did:
-Blind fold, night touring (This is the Best)
-Station activity (This is the last one)
-Paper activity and etc...(This is the 2nd Best)
For the blind folding is really damm scary!!!
The tunnel to Agora Hall...
And we had to watch out all of their steps...
and being anyhow touched or hit by them (which were blind folded)
And the end of the camp, they threw me up!!!!!
Finally kno how the cheer leaders are so brave!!!
And was scary lo!!!
Anyway, is goin to end my life in ISC MC~~~
Yeah~~~ So relaxed...
but when goin to be relax, emptiness how?
ppl r tend to contradict themselves...
juz like me, abit scared of the life without ISC that make my life so packed and tiring
but meaningful, contented...
Is time for me to escape from the politic worlds,
and stop seeing the hypocrite/fake people and slackers...
And enjoy my simple life!!!
I am back to simple ya!
Hope i can smile as simple as the beginning in RP!
I am juz a simple girl...
However, perhaps, hving these years in spore,
meeting many hypocrite, faker, backstabbers,slackers, "smokers" ...
they hurt me...and i got hurt...
and for self defending, i juz cover myself up.
Cover with a independent, strong, capable girl,
i am not strong as u all said if u really kno me,
i need someone to support me,
i need someone to listen to me,
i need someone to lean on,
i need someone....it can be one, two, three, four and more...
but i juz wan to say, i am not as strong as u see....
I like to laugh at silly things,
I like to do watever i can do to share my happiness wif everyone,
I dont like to believe the people will harm me,
I dont like to deny a people's personality,
I like to have fun,
I like to talk and share my feeling,
I dont like to hide my true feeling and smile fakely,
I dont like to talk in politically right manner....
I am juz so simple...
I wan to share my happiness...
hence is time to gain back my real self...
and share my happiness wif everyone!
is the time to let u guys count on me instead everytime let u all wori!
Thanks all of u that hurt me b4...
u taught me lessons
Thanks all of u that surround me...
u always support me
Thanks all of u that love me...
u always let me lean on and help me...
Without u all, i wont be a complete piece~~
THANKS ALL OF U and I LOVE U!!!
Perhaps my weakness is juz so simple,
that when u do a simple action, call me in a simple nickname, look at me in a simple manner,
i will juz melt and expose my childish and girlish self...
i am silly i kno...
juz silly as u always mentioned
sometimes might be piggy head, sometimes might be dummy...
All the best to myself ya!!
Jiayou!!
FYP, SC, BF Recruitment Drive!!!
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008--1:30 PMY
First, thanks all of my FYP teammates...except***
FYP presentation was done smoothly on last weds (1.7.08)
Finally i felt relieved abit...
since ISC Election is going to an end as well...
Camp will be happened this weekends!!!
Yeah... everything is going to finish...
Went out wif Mei to shop shop last last Sun,
So fun!! YEAH!!
Went to her house wif ching after that,
I like the days we chit chat, updates, talk cock...
so fun!! dig dig dig....next time to ching house???
I miss u gals everyday oh!!!
since ching's tomato nails peel off alrdy...
any outing??? ching's birthday..wahahaha!!
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Last Sat, went out with Ilung to buy Zi Chieng's birthday gift
Ilung and I watched a movie, Hancock, before we went to Chieng's celebration
Hancock is a really nice movie, however is just abit sad for the ending...
But it is really a worthwhile movie!
Went to ToaPayoh for Chieng's celebration,
I was so attracted by the Lord of The Ring III showed on Channel 5...
Sorry Zi chieng....
Went off earlier to meet Howe Luen to pass her Weichao's present...
Weichao was going to Australia for further studies, so nice rite?
indonesian restaurant in lucky plaza...very nice
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Sunday continue-ing celebrate birthday...but is a belated birthday for Wilson...
We went to Escape!!!
Escape is still the same, just like the time went with Simon, Khin and Haoren...
But people i went to this time was different and was funnier...haha
We played go kart for 4 times (3 for single, 1 for double),
then pirated ship and all the spin spin thingy...
Was nice and fun!!!
But was a tired as i woke up at 7:30am, nvm was worthwhile lah...
Luckily bought a correct gift for Wilson, wallet... he likes it alot... so happy...
Saw ginette in the cosplay show in downtown east after escape...
so excited!! haha!!!
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Suddenly feel like my life is quite empty or blank after everything finish...
Kinda of contradict rite?
When it is not ended, i feel so pissed off
But now is like start to feel so empty...
haha...ppl is so weird...
Today saw guowei, suddenly miss my FYP teammates...
together too long, but suddenly will nv see each other for a week,
kinda of miss them, so shy...haha
hope everything will be fine soon...
I hope i can balance it...
just a normal day...is so relax...
but i have it too many days, and will start to feel scare...
how?
**bf recruitment, SC, FYP II, friends and family gathering....
i am waiting for my summer
my 21st summer...
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